This little boy is doing well. We had our first Non Stress Test (NST) yesterday and he passed with flying colors. I have been monitoring my gestational diabetes and so far I have been able to control it with just a diet change. Its not easy though, Im frequently hungry.
Our baby shower is coming up too. I think Im too scared to get excited though. DH told me the other day that we were going to have our baby in less than 6 weeks but he thinks that I don't actually believe that it will happen. I think he is probably right. I don't think I will believe it until this little boy is safely in my arms.
When I first went to the support group for bereaved parents I met a few ladies that I have stayed in contact with. It was funny when, over this past summer, we all four found out that we were pregnant and due within a few weeks of each other. Well, all three of them have had their babies and they all had boys....and, I can honestly say I was happy for each one of them. Now its just me.....and hopefully in a little over a month our bundle of joy will be in my arms too!!!!!!!